Welcome to my blog !!!

Welcome to my blog friends! This is a slice of life that I observe, experience and live. There are moments when I am overwhelmed, excited, blissfully joyous, pained, disappointed, engulfed, simply frustrated and yet always entertained by this circus of life around me that keeps changing its acts! I love to observe life. Each day brings in new flavour, texture, hues and form with it.This sheer anticipation is ultimate dope that keeps me going !



What happens around me in my microcosm permeates deeply in my body, mind and spirit. It takes me through various human emotions that resonate in many people around me! It is incredible experience to know, share ,interact with people from diverse backgrounds and have glimpse of my own self in them sometimes. I realize, it is high time I connect on a bigger platform and widen my horizon . Join me in this new journey of mine, that I call "Rendezvous with life " 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August 09, 2010

Paradise Lost !

I was at a small gathering hosted by our new friends who happen to be Kashmiri Pandit. As the evening and the conversations progressed, there was discussion about the current episodes of violence and sad state of affairs in Kashmir. The host couple took out old albums that portrayed their stunningly beautiful, ancestral home which they were forced to evict about two decades back. Suddenly, the evening was colored with a different hue.

Looking at the photographs, our friends felt nostalgic and narrated some painful experiences that they had, while leaving their own homes and heart behind to save their lives. They explained how during their recent visit to Kashmir, they realized that two decades of changed geography had paled their erstwhile palatial home. The old medieval edifice, that was passed down to them by generations, now stood as a testimony of a time devastated by sponsored terrorism of fundamentalists, violence, political neglect and perennially persistent state of emergency.  Most agonizing experience for them was, when they stood numb, outside the place they once inhabited rightfully and happily with family members, consisting three generations!

For most of people living outside Kashmir, being a refugee in one's own motherland has been an invisible experience that we only read about and sometimes listen through some chanced upon encounters like mine! When my friends narrated their painful experiences of inhuman torture and harassment that forced them to flee the state, everybody in the room was in tears.

Two decades have already passed and still millions of Kashmiri Pandits are living in hellish conditions all over the country! Generations have lived in constant suffering and an entire generation is born out of conflict. Six decades have passed since we got the independence and the issue of Kashmir is still not resolved! The deadliest war sponsored by fundamentalists that caused most painful exodus of such a large scale and we still don't seem to have found the answer!

Hypnotic Kashmir - the paradise that we once knew is lost. Life has stopped and there are silent cries from the valley that resonate in the experiences of people who once lived there long ago. While the political, geographical and religious muddle thickens in Kashmir with each passing day all that is left of this paradise is the photo albums of good old days and lots of noise from the gunshots!